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Post by Flameheart on Nov 14, 2012 17:30:22 GMT -5
Vixi stared at rose still holding an evil glare in her eye as she looked her over. She was trying not to hurt rose but she knew that she was not going to be able to hold the dark urges back. Though rose should expect things like this to happen when she agreed to care for vixi. The con knew that rose could hurt her just as she could hurt rose. Though right now vixi just was not thinking straight enough to consider her actions. She smiled at rose moving closer to where she was standing . She was also still shaking as she was walking. Once she got close enough she stared at her obviously trying to stop herself from snapping but having no luck. She then heard rose say something and smiled evilly at her now. “ Hehe do you madam? Do you really know whets on my mind? Well I would stop but at this point you and I both know that I can not do such a thing.” she said smiling darkly at the dragoness. She then tried to slap rose with her good hand. If she succeeded then she would also hit rose with those claws of hers. She was upset at the moment . She whished though that she would not have moments like this. But it was all part of her slightly odd condition. Or maybe in this case it had more to do with he temper and lack of self control then anything else.
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Post by Drake on Nov 15, 2012 3:13:44 GMT -5
Rose only smiled as she saw what Vixi was about to do and heard her comment. "Maybe not yet but eventually you will be able to control yourself. I know it's possible, just takes a little practice." She didn't raise a hand to block. Instead she used a little trick she'd practiced recently, whipping her tail up and around Vixi's wrist and tugging on her wrist to keep the blow from connecting. It also let her keep a decent amount of control without being too threatening, something she knew wouldn't help at this moment. Injured and angry was bad enough, injured angry and trapped feeling would lead to an extremely volatile Vixi and a lot more force necessary to restrain her.
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 15, 2012 16:31:39 GMT -5
Vixi frowned at rose as she heard what the dragoness said now. She was feeling herself getting more upset and angry . She really did not enjoy losing control on this level. It made it to where she could not plan out her moves and actually enjoy what she was doing . That really only served to frustrate her slightly. That was not a very good thing when she was already in a bad mood and in pain. “ I certainly hope your right madam.” she said. Her tone was rather doubtful and dark now. She did not really believe that rose could ever change what she had become . Not when she had episodes like this and still wanted to harm others who came near her. She then frowned at rose as she felt her wrap her tail around her hand before she could hit her with her claws. Normally she would have stopped after that knowing that she did not want to get hurt. But she was not thinking straight still so she opted to fight with rose instead. She too her injured hand now and tried to sink her good claws into rose tail. That way the dragoness would let her hand go. She then smiled laughing slightly as she was prone to doing . She really hoped that she could gain control soon. Otherwise this could turn bad pretty quickly.
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Post by Drake on Nov 16, 2012 1:23:23 GMT -5
"Oh Vixi my dear I know you don't want to hear this but when your mood is like this you're rather predictable." Rose had expected this, she was glad that Vixi hadn't gone as far as hissing screaming and just wildly flailing about but this second swing at her was expected. This one she caught with a free hand and used both her tail and hand to pull her in for a kiss. Maybe that would be enough to soothe her, if not at least they'd be closer together and she could use her body to help keep Vixi under control and somewhat pinned rather than swinging blindly. And if that didn't work then there really wasn't much she could do for an hour or two until Vixi was able to calm down.
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 16, 2012 21:16:01 GMT -5
Vixi just gave rose a deadly sort of glare as she heard what she said. The dragoness comment only served to tick her off further making her mood even more unpredictable. Vixi just preferred to go straight after anyone she wanted to hurt. And if they managed to catch her she never showed her frustration at them by trying to get away. Not when she knew that there was no way to get away. No she liked close combat because one she did start hurting someone they could not get away from her. At least not without getting clawed up at first. “ your right I do not want to hear that. So why don’t you just shut up before I make you?!” she said her toner shaking as she spoke. It was obvious that she was letting her temper get the better of her. Whatever she said now she really did not mean to say. It just came out before she could stop it. She then hissed as she felt rose grab her hand before she could hit her. Dang this dragoness was fast. She tried to resist as rose pulled her close and kissed her. She stopped fighting for a second closeting her eyes at the feel of rose kissing her. She then stared at her and shook her head and tried to pull away again. She also used her legs to try to kick the dragoness with her talons since she had not put her boots on yet. Though the claws on her feet were not very sharp they were strong and all of that. She was not going to be so easily calmed downed right now. She wanted to hurt someone and she was very very mad right now. Though the kiss had distracted her for a split second which was a good thing really.
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Post by Drake on Nov 17, 2012 2:59:07 GMT -5
Really Rose didn't like to play the dominant one too often especially since she knew Vixi had what one might call control issues but at times like this it sometimes became necessary. She started gently whispering over and over again how she loved Vixi and she could calm down now. Though it was a bit of a strain and she didn't show it hopefully, Rose managed to pick Vixi up off her feet which let her kick and struggle more for a moment but it would also hopefully tire her out a little quicker. The dragoness was still strong but she didn't like to overexert herself too often and keeping her love restrained just might do that.
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 17, 2012 21:13:23 GMT -5
Vixi hiss slightly trying to make herself calm down. But the more one held in violent feelings the worse they became. And the fact that she had woke up in this mood did not help very much. Things just kept on getting worse from there. Indeed vixi was a bit of a control freak when it cam to certain things. But that was because that made her feel stronger to act that way. vixi gave a growl like hiss as she heard rose talking to her now. Her words were supposed to be calming though they weren’t helping much. She still tried to kick the dragoness and tried to get away from her. Then she glared at rose feeling her pick her up off of her feet now. She wiggled as fought more trying to get away.” no let me go ! Let me go!” she shouted. She did not like being lifted in the air like this. It put her at a disadvantage. She flared her wings out a bit trying to used them to help her get away. There was one thing about vixi though. She got tried easy thanks to her smoking habit. After a few minutes off fighting and shouting and kicking she just stopped panting softly and looking at the ground. She was not sure what she wanted to do now. She was feeling extremely tired . But her mood was changing a bit. Though rose would do well not to let her go yet for she was liable to try to hurt her still. Really she would feel awful if she caused rose any harm. She loved her more then that. It was just that her being what she was made it hard to deal with her problems.
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Post by Drake on Nov 18, 2012 5:15:41 GMT -5
Rose slowly set Vixi back down on the ground, hugging her close to comfort her. "It's alright, how about we do something a little more relaxing? At least more relaxing for the both of us?" The dragoness kind of knew this was what she signed up for and it didn't bother her. The fact that the person she had come to care about would have fits of rage and unpredictability would just have to make all of the good moments that much more special. And with enough time she was pretty sure that those good moments would outnumber the bad ones. "But before anything else let's get you something for that damaged claw okay?"
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 18, 2012 17:24:27 GMT -5
Vixi glared at the ground frowning as rose put her down now. She really felt kind of bad for freaking out on rose like that but she really could not help it. She got urges to attack and hurt others. And those urges were intensified by pain and anger. Right now she had both and that made the whole thing worse. She now felt her feet touch the ground and she looked at rose with a sort of sad look showing that she felt bad. She tried to hug rose back smiling as she did so. She gave her a soft kiss showing that her mood had passed now. She then smiled at rose words and looked at her with a soft loving look. “ I am sorry my love. I should have told you that I was upset when I came outside. I just thought it would go away. Yes that sounds good to me though.” she said with a smile now. She then glanced down as if she had just remembered that her hand was hurt. “ oh I did hurt that didn’t I ?” she said. He tone was soft and wavering as she spoke. Because of all of her fighting around the wound was now worse and bleeding quiet a bit. She did not really care though. She hurt herself a lot. All she wanted to was just try to keep from getting mad again which might be a hard thing to do.
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Post by Drake on Nov 19, 2012 1:32:12 GMT -5
Rose thought for a moment and smiled again. "Well let's go inside for a minute and see if we can clean up that blood there. And you know, come to think of it I've got a handy little manicure set somewhere in the house. we can clean it up, make it all nice and even again, then if you want we can see what all's left in that kit and make those claws look as pretty as you do." By now Vixi had to know that there was very little she could do that would actually upset Rose. In fact the only thing would be breaking the rules on hurting people that would have the dragoness forced into a very bad spot. Other than that well, she could take it all in stride and still smile.
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 19, 2012 16:43:35 GMT -5
Vixi smiled back to rose now as she looked at her. She knew that her lover was understanding of her actions. She knew that she took everything she did one thing at a time. In fact rose was the only person who had ever done anything like that for her. She was very thankful for that as well. But vixi also felt that she should be doing better yet felt that she was not. She felt that she was not getting better so far. Though maybe that was because vixi did not have very good self esteem . That was another reason she felt that she had to control others around her. Because it made her feel more confident to prey on those who could not fight back. She could not see the fact that she was getting better. But her dragoness could and always reminded her of it. She would never know how much that truly meant to the con. Though vixi did actually do her best to show that to rose every once in a while. She then smiled at what rose said next. She had never really prettied up her nails herself. Now se just let them be natural and sharp. And chipped if they ever broke or anything. “ okay madam that sounds good to me. Hehe you know you say the nicest things love.” she said with a smile. She then carefully hugged rose and gave her a soft kiss. Vixi decided that she should show rose a bit of how happy she was to be with her. Though she still had trouble doing those kind of things she still tried to do them.
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Post by Drake on Nov 20, 2012 7:37:41 GMT -5
"Oh I've had quite a bit of practice over the years, and you deserve every bit of praise. I know sometimes it might not feel that way but you really do." And she was all too happy to give it when she saw improvements being made. And even if it was only because of her current company Vixi was getting better. She just needed to have more confidence in that good side of herself and a little more control, but they were working on it. She could even do it on her own if she ever really had to, without Rose, but the dragoness was glad she was around to help.
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 20, 2012 21:23:40 GMT -5
Vixi smiled to rose as she walked with her in to her home. For some reason every time she got upset she always felt horribly tired. Maybe that was because it took a toll on her to be evil and fight around like she did. She now smiled to rose at her kind words. The dragoness herself need praise for putting up with her. She was a really lovely person though vixi was to cold to say that very often. Though she did say it once in a while. “ ahh I see. You know rose you are very lovely yourself. Very kind and understanding. That I think is what balances the two of us out . “ she said. Vixi was trying to say that rose was the yin to her yang the light to her dark and all of that. She just could not word that very well. She knew that she could change on her own but she did need someone there to help her up whenever she fell. That is what everyone in her situation really needed.
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Post by Drake on Nov 21, 2012 2:14:35 GMT -5
"Why thank you, I'm more than happy to be your light side until you find it on your own again. Even after that I'll still be with you of course." And now that they were back inside and comfortable she got out the polishing kit and smiled. It wasn't often she got to use something like this but she was still glad to have it especially with Vixi around. "So first let's see about fixing up that damaged one shall we? Then we'll work on making them all look pretty. Though my attention will still be on your face and not so much your claws, hehe." And every once in a while her compliments were a little weaker than she'd like them to be. Then again she was more accustomed in her past to complimenting men.
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Post by Flameheart on Nov 21, 2012 17:13:14 GMT -5
Vixi now smiled at rose as she heard what she was saying to her. She was happy that her complements were always understood no matter how awkward she was at stating them to others. Well to rose since she was the only one who vixi ever complemented and who had ever done the same to her. “ your welcome madam. I shall always be with you as well. I am just glad to have help right now. I am also glad to be away from my family. Most of them don’t like me. The other two do not really know me. My brother and sister are to young you see” she said with a slight frown. Very rarely did vixi ever talk to anyone about her family. But she felt as if she could talk with rose about anyone and anything. She now sat beside rose to where she could work on her claws. The injured claws really hurt her a lot. Though vixi would never say that because she would look weak. She watched rose get her kit now and speak to her again. “ yeah lets get it fixed. Though please be careful my claws are …. Sensitive and all of that. Hehe oh thank you madam that means a lot to me” she said with a slight smile. She did not mind if rose complements were weak they still touched her when they were said to her. She liked being praised. Though there were times when that could get on his nerves abit.
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